the future looks very bleak to me. given the economic climate and how empty my current university life is (besides studies), will i ever be able to find a job?  there will be three doctors, one lawyer, one accountant, one engineer, one ministry person, and one masters/phd holder. i don’t know many things, but i know that the only constant is change, and that the future is uncertain. what are the chances that when they’ve huge fat salary packets, won’t switch to meet-up dinners at fancy restaurants? i don’t know. perhaps the last semester has made human nature very dark to me, and i don’t have much faith in people anymore, even my friends.

their friendship still is precious to me. i will still meet up with them whenever i can.  but i wonder why i don’t just cut my losses (more hope and closeness now, more pain later on when the inevitable happens)? my heart knows the answer of course.

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一份真

作詞：陳佳明　作曲：葉良俊

我要如何感謝上天和大地
賜給我每個日子　允許我每個呼吸
我該如何還諸上天和大地
讓我在這城市裡　聆聽星光與月亮的低語

也許不是每個人都那麼幸運
且讓我與你分享心中每一份感動
是否生命(以后）必須永遠如此艱深
是否我能為你解開這個疑問

還給我一份真　像最初嬰兒的體溫
不管明天世界有多冷　我會擁你在懷中　溫暖一生
還給我一份真　是最遠最近的單純
不管明天世界紛紛擾擾　我要陪你每一分每一秒

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